taking a vacation from dealing

so when new years came around this year, i vowed that this year would be better than the last. (kind of like the counting crows song).  however, i have to say that this year has kind of well....sucked so far.  in particular, this past week has been NOT GOOD.  let's just say that i am minutes away from recording a country album.  between missed opportunities, dead grandparents (yes that's plural), and my car not starting yesterday i have been left with one undeniable decision:  i am taking a break from dealing, happily vacationing in the land of not coping.